This is the third New Years Eve I’ve spent sitting on the couch and I absolutely hate it.
No matter how hard I try to do something, nothing ever works out.. I’m sad, I’m bored, I’m tired but not tired enough to fall asleep because I have too much on my mind. I wish I was at a party with friends. I love the friends I’m with, don’t get me wrong.
But I am miserable right now.